as black as my soul has become

 in your absence

 i only lay (lie) awake and

 cutmyselfopen

cutmyselfopen

for you

i'll eat my words

 if only to sustain

 a [barely] beating

heart

 but i won't hear your voice

 i'll still feel the pain

 cutmyselfopen

 i keep

 bleeding

and

bleeding bleeding

 i fucking bleed for you

        FOREVER

you

 ripped

 out my

.heart .

you ripped

 me

apart

you swallowed

me

whole

 you're lies

 they've taken

a tole

 and now i just

DIE

 when i look into your

(eyes)

 i die

 and your sweet

 smile

it just makes me

 CRY